I realize that most of my previous works were crafted when I was unhappy or depressed. I don't think that this is necessarily where I get my inspiration, but rather it's a breeding ground for more depressing thoughts.

I am very happy right now, so I'm not sure that the work will end, or be delayed. Inspiration rooted from my past, which I'm not too happy or proud of. I was weak and unexperienced on what love really feels like.

You only know what love really is when you feel the same that the other person feels for you. I am positive that I have found that now.

No matter what others have tried to destroy in my life (if you don't feel guilty about anything if you were in my past, than this doesn't pertain to you), I have realized that people don't realize what they've lost until it will not return to them. But then it is way too late to change or try to make peace.

There are specific examples, but it isn't necessary to tread on those thoughts in an art journal entry. Maybe I will delve deeper in my livejournal, maybe not. I know that I will most likely return with previous thoughts, not yet divulged, but for now I am on a break from sharing things that will not really affect my future.

I'm pretty set on opening a pool hall in southern MD so there are definitely other things on my plate.